Title: Lessons XI: Field of Play Author: Jori Rating: I think we have finally hit NC-17 Summary: The games continue, but their meanings have changed so much. Scully gets her kicks with Mulder during a late night soccer match. Archive: Yes Disclaimer: Not mine. They belong to 1013, FOX and CC. Category: SHR Keywords: Partially Resolved Sexual Tension, MSR Author's Notes: Part XI of Mojo and my Lessons series. ******************************** Quantico Marine Base Fields October 3, 1999 9:15 p.m. I find her standing inside the goal on the opposite side of the field from where I entered. Her fingers are laced into the netting as she awaits my arrival. But she is watching the wrong parking lot. Scully has her foot on a soccer ball and I notice she takes a quick glance at her wristwatch. And then another. Is she as impatient for this to begin as I am? I watch as she twists her fingers tighter around the net, and a flash of white hot desire courses through me. I want those fingers to be touching me. To be wrapped around me. Not some damn net. Yes, slight touches and near misses are nice, but how much can a guy take? I jog across the field to where she is standing. The field lights are bright and swarms of night insects add to the electric buzz. She doesn't hear me coming toward her over the humming noise. Scully has on soccer shorts and a big t-shirt. She looks as if she already warmed up by running around the field. She is damp with sweat. Or maybe from the cool rain that just stopped. The white shorts cling to her in just the right way. Her hair is pulled up into a ponytail and she has a towel thrown over her shoulder. We are in for a workout tonight. I hope in more ways than one. "If you score the winning goal, are you going to rip off your shirt and jump up and down?" I ask Scully and she turns around and smiles at me. A big, unexpected beaming smile. I think I've died, gone to heaven and discovered all the angels wear Umbro sports wear. "I didn't think you were ever coming . . ." she says, blushing slightly at the choice of her words. Now that we are no longer hiding behind archery and volleyball terminology, each and every word means so much more. Scully looks me over and she does nothing to hide the disappointment that flashes across her face. Earlier today she sent me a package that contained the male twin to the outfit she is wearing and directions to the field. And a cute handwritten note saying, 'I get a kick out of you -- meet me at nine p.m. Wear this and nothing else -- except shoes.' Here I stand in my FBI sweats. Granted, the clothing she sent is underneath, but I was kind of chilly wearing that and nothing else. It is Autumn now. The nights are getting a little cooler. And sometimes it just isn't good to be chilly. "Scully, I lived in Europe for several years. I know about soccer," I say and she kicks the ball my way. I trap it under my foot and send it back her way. "I know the rules." "And I'm an American girl who obviously didn't play softball, so I had to do something. Cheerleading just wasn't my style," she says. She kicks the ball around, practicing her footwork. She is quite good at it. But then again, she is so damn good at everything. And I just keep discovering more and more every week. "That is too bad. There is nothing quite like a grown woman dressed in a . . ." I say, watching her maneuver the ball around. "Leave your Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders fantasies out of my game, Mulder," she says. I steal the ball from her and try to make a goal around her. Someone she manages to block the ball, which she picks up and tucks under her arm. "No hands, Scully," I say, and instantly regret it. That will probably be a rule she will make me follow all evening. "I can use my hands to block your advances into my goal and prevent you from scoring if I'm the goalie," she says with an sly grin. "But you are right. For the rest of the night, we aren't allowed to use our hands. We can't touch the ball with them . . . or use them to touch each other." She drops the ball as if it is a hot rock and stands with her hands behind her. I knew it. She is making the 'game' more interesting. "So, Scully, how does one on one soccer go exactly? Where did you learn to play it?" I ask, and she does a little more fancy footwork with the ball. "I also spent some time in Europe when I was younger. My father was stationed overseas for a while. If recall, the guy who taught me to play one on one soccer was named Enrique. Or was in Miguel?" she asks, looking at me for a reaction. I'm not going to give her one. "Really. Should we run a few warm up laps before we begin?" I ask, and she pulls her damp shirt away from her abdomen. "I'm already warmed up. You go ahead. Don't want you to sprain anything," she says. She takes a seat on the grass and watches me while I run a few laps. Her eyes never leave me and she pivots around just enough to see me when I'm running on side of the track she isn't facing. I am dying of heat beneath this sweatsuit, but I'm not quite ready to take it off yet. I will when I'm done with my laps. Finally, I decide that I don't want to be so sweaty that it wouldn't matter if we had the no hands rule or not and run towards where she is sitting on the field. "Ready to play?" I ask, as I slowly strip off my sweats and stand before her in nothing but the Umbro shorts and U.S. Men's Soccer t-shirt she sent me. Oh, and my shoes. It was her request. Her tongue darts out to the corner of her mouth as she looks me over head to toe. Sometimes I wish I could read her thoughts, to know what is going on behind those clear blue eyes. "I've been ready for a while. You were the one who had to warm up," she says as she stands up with ease and kicks the ball around me. She starts her way down the field to what must be the net I'm defending. I really have no clue how this is supposed to work. How can I chase her down, steal the ball and defend my goal all at the same time? Maybe that isn't the point of this game. Maybe the actual games really mean nothing at all anymore. It is just our way of avoiding the word 'date.' Mulder and Scully out on a date. Who would have ever thought the day would come? Scully beats me down the field and kicks the ball into the wide open net. I half expect her to throw her hands up in the air and run around screaming 'Goal!' but she doesn't. Instead, she kicks the ball to me. "Try to get one past me," she says, as she moves to the middle of the net and gets into a goalie stance. "When have I ever been able to get anything past you, Scully?" I ask, as I move the ball around a little. She follows the ball carefully with her eyes, not letting her guard down at all. "If you get three past me, we can start where we left off after bowling," she says. I wonder how hard she is going to try to block my goal attempts. Maybe she will let them slip right through so we can get to the real game. Of course, Scully is too competitive for that. She is going to make me work my ass off. I can see it in her eyes that I'm not getting the prize until I win fair and square. Or some act of God takes over this field. My first attempt hits the cross bar of the goal and bounces back to me, hitting me in the chest. I almost grab it with my hands, but then I remember. No hands. Not on the ball. Not on each other. Now how are we going to start where we left off during bowling if we can't touch each other with our hands? This should be good . . . "Come on, Mulder. Having trouble getting it in?" Scully asks from the goal line. "I always score, Scully. Eventually," I say with a smile. She puts her hands on her hips and looks like she is about to say something. I take a shot while her guard is down and it buzzes past her straight into the goal. Not as shy as she is, I do run around declaring that I made a goal to the entire neighborhood. "So, are you also going to rip off your shirt?" she asks. "That wasn't the winning goal. My shirt stays on until I get the winning goal," I say, smoothing my shirt down in front. "What if you never make another goal? I'm one hell of a goalie. I can block most anything," she says. Oh, if she only knew how good she is at blocking. For years I dropped innuendo here and there, with no response ever from her. Now she has me showing up at a soccer field wearing next to nothing and telling me I can't use my hands. "I guess if I don't make another goal, we both lose," I say and she narrows her eyes at me. "Do you want me to just give up? Just let you win so you can pick up your trophy at the end of the match?" she asks. "Do you want me to make this easy for you, Mulder? You've got to let me know." "Scully, you have never made anything easy for me before. Why would you start now?" I ask and she kicks the ball back to me. "Because maybe it is time for it to get easier," she says seconds before she blocks my next attempt at a goal and kicks it back to me. "Then again, maybe it isn't." "I wouldn't expect anything but your best, Agent Scully," I say, as I try to get around her again. It gets rough this time, but no hands are used. Our bodies circle around each other and I try to force her to let me by. "So, you really do like it a little rough," she says, recalling the comment I made while we were 'swinging.' "Sometimes," I say, as I finally force my around her and score. "But only if the person I'm playing with likes it rough." She kicks the ball to me but manages to steal the ball back very efficiently. "What else do you like?" she asks and I know this has nothing to do with soccer. "I don't know, Scully. Are you ever going to try to make a goal? You gotta score sometime to stay on the board," I ask, not knowing if I'm even talking about soccer. "Oh, I'm sure I can score anytime I want to," she says, as she takes off down the field toward the other goal. "Hey! Wait up. I'm not as young as you!" I say, chasing after her. For some reason that makes her laugh. We are always pursuing things and I have never mentioned before the small difference in our ages. Of course, I could outrun her easily if I so desired. Hell, my legs are twice as long as hers. But this time I let her make an unhampered goal. She turns and crosses her arms across her chest. She has a smug smile on her face. "So, what happens if I get three goals first?" she asks. "We take up where we left off when we were bowling?" I ask, hopeful that she will turn this into a win-win situation quickly. "Okay," she says as she sends the ball back my way. But once again she steals it in seconds and scores again. "Shit, Scully. Are you going to give me a chance?" I ask. I know we aren't playing seriously out here, but she is good. "I'll give you a chance . . . if you take off your shirt," she says, her voice coy and dripping in naughtiness. That is the only word I can think to describe it. Scully is being very, very naughty. "But I left my Nike sports bra at home," I say, as I yank my shirt up and over my head and toss it at her, hitting her in the face. She throws it up on the cross bar of the goal and looks at me carefully. "Now, you get your chance," she say, kicking the ball back to me. I take off down the field toward my goal, but manage to trip over my feet and the ball on my way there. I hit the ground face first, somehow manage to roll over and find Scully through my now doubled vision. She's laughing at me. Actually clutching her sides and laughing. She must think I'm the biggest clutz when it comes to sports, but it is only when she is around. And she keeps on laughing at me. Right up until the big overhead field lights go out, immersing us in sudden darkness. "Well, Ed never said anything about those going off at 10 p.m." she says. My eyes begin to adjust to the lack of light and I can see her white clothes as she approaches me. "We could always play in the dark," I say, wanting to reach out and grab her but not wanting to break the no hands rule. "Soccer?" she asks. "Did you have something else in mind -- to play in the dark?" I ask her. She is standing right over me now as I prop myself up on my elbows. I am very conscious of how near she is to me. So near I can feel the heat created during our game flow off of her body. "I can think of a few things," she says. Scully somehow manages to lower herself until she is straddling my hips without once touching me with her hands. That is all it takes for my body to react in a million different ways, but there is only one that is noticeable to the casual observer. She has got to be able to feel that because these thin little soccer shorts aren't going to hide this one. I'm not restrained by jeans this time and she knows it. She planned it that way. She forces me flat to the ground with a kiss and her hands land on either side of my head. Her tongue runs laps around my mouth, seeking more and more. We only stop to take short breaths before seeking each other out again. I feel her adjust herself on me and she begins a slow, painful grind, moving until she hits just the right spot on her body. Thank Ed or the Marines or the power company or her God above that the lights are off. She pulls away from our kiss and moans softly and sweetly from our contact. And she doesn't stop her constant movement. I don't want to come sitting here in a field with my damn shorts still on, but if she keeps it up, that will most certainly happen. I don't think I'd ever live that one down. Instead, she slides off of me and her tongue begins to focus on my body. First my neck. She licks and nibbles away and I want to hold her, to feel her again. I want to touch her breasts and feel their softness in my hands. But I can't. Slowly, Scully moves lower and away from my neck. She places gentle kisses down my chest and then her tongue rolls around each of my nipples, suckling at me until I moan. My hand flickers toward her to pull her closer but I can feel it as she shakes her head 'no.' Then down she moves, her tongue and lips tickling my stomach, making me shiver from reflexes. But then she hits the waistband of my shorts. I can feel her nuzzling her way under with her mouth, but she can only go far. Damn. Now what? No hands and I seriously doubt she's going to yank them off with her teeth no matter how much I would love to see that. This must be the end of the road. "Mulder, just because I can't use my hands at this point, doesn't mean you can't," she whispers in the darkness and it takes a few seconds for that to register in my brain. Use my hands for what? To touch her? To pull her toward me? To . . . get these damn shorts a little out of the way? "Okay. I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking," I mumble, sounding like a complete and utter idiot. Hey, most guys about to get blow jobs for the first time in years sound like idiots. I tug down my shorts just enough to free myself and I fucking pray to whoever may be listening that officer Mag Lite doesn't show up right here and now. Or considering where we are, perhaps that would be MP Mag Lite. There would be no way in hell I could explain this rationally. Scully doesn't move for a few moments. She just looks at me. At my eyes. She doesn't even look down out of sheer curiosity. "Scully, you don't have to do this. We can blow the whistle and stop the clock at any time," I say, wanting her to back out now if she is going to back out at all. I don't think I can live with the memory of her mouth on me for the rest of my life if she regrets it afterwards. "This isn't a game any longer," she says quietly. "This is as real as it gets." *No shit,* I think, as she dips her head down and I feel her tongue make contact with the head of my cock for the first time. I try to freeze that memory in my mind, to hold it forever, but the next sensations that come seem to prevail over that one. She takes me completely into her mouth with the ease that comes from experience. I don't even want to think about that right now. All I want to think about is the fact that my partner -- my Scully -- has her lips wrapped around my cock right at this very second. I'm going to die in this damn field and they are going to find me dead with my pants down and a ring of berry colored lipstick around my dick. "Oh, Scully, can I touch you . . . can I use my hands, please?" I ask, begging to her. I want to hold on to her so that something grounds me. I need to touch her. She moves her mouth off of me with a suctioning *pop* and I can see her licking her lips in the dark, as if she doesn't want to forget the taste. "Only if I can use my hands," she answers and I can't think of anything better. Her mouth and hands on my body. Yep. I'm going to be dead. "Go right ahead," I say, and we fumble to see who is going to touch the other first. Her one hand wraps around the base of my cock, applying a firm pressure while she takes me back into her mouth again. My hands go to her head, not to push her down or force her to take more of me into her mouth, but just so I can touch her somewhere. She gets an energetic rhythm going, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. Her other hand goes down between legs and she teases my balls with those perfectly manicured nails of hers. Every time I am near the brink and about to topple over, she pushes me back, making this last longer than I ever imagined. It is actually closer to my fantasies than I ever imagined it would be. I figured if this day ever *actually* come, she would unzip my pants, pull me out, touch me once with her tongue and that would be it. End of game. But she knows what she is doing. She is good at this. Scully maneuvers me so she can pull my shorts down further. I'm going to be naked except for a pair of socks and running shoes in a second if she doesn't stop this. She motions with her hand for me to move and I do. Her mouth is still pounding down around me, her one hand still controlling me while her other hand goes exploring further and further. Shit, damn and fuck. Doctors really do know what they are doing. Thank God for gross anatomy. I moan and shudder as everything comes together all at once. Her mouth on me. One hand around me. Fingers hitting my prostate. Nothing will stop me from coming this time and the orgasm only washes over me harder when I finally open my eyes and watch her eagerly swallow everything I offer. I am panting harder than I was when I was running laps by the time she is done drawing this out, and finally I can't take anymore. I pull her up into my arms, allowing my body to come back down from heaven. Yes. Angels really do wear Umbro. "Scully," I start to say, but there really are no words to say after that. Actually, there are three words. "I love you." "Oh, I bet you say that to all the goalies who let you get by them," she says, ignoring my words to her again. I pull her to me and kiss her, tasting me on her lips, but still tasting her sweetness underneath all that tangy salt. I break from her and yank up my shorts, realizing that the thin white material isn't going to offer much cover over the wet stickiness. Right after I am dressed again, the lights pop back on suddenly, glowing just as strongly as they were when they went off. It is almost as if we conjured up the darkness ourselves and made it happen. "Imagine that," she says, a semi-confused look moving across her face, as if she has lived through this moment before. "So Scully, you want to finish the game?" I ask. She knows there is no way in hell my legs are going to make it to the damn car in the next half an hour let alone up and down this field. Nor am I going to be capable of much else for a while. Instead of answering, she curls up on the grass next to me, places her head on my chest, and we listen to the buzzing lights together. The End **************************** Feedback. I'm beggin' for it. Jori: damienma@bellsouth.net Mojo: mojober@aol.com